the inks
remember when i worked toward good those days
a river deeds like salmon leaping boulders
levees many bitter beers ago
// a jet roars overhead can i come back
of course you can my angel sings but just
not all the way // i carry water in
the desert more than metaphor the poet
that i’m reading says a pulley lifts
us up to heaven i still think about
deep wells beneath // you tell me that the things
we do mean everything & nothing both
are true the tattooed moon we’re drinking booze
the bloodlet dawn the coffee’s on fuck death
indelible the inks that staining us sustain
pressure cooker
so nothing much external needs to happen
since the braincase is a pressure cooker
with a lid that loosely fits // & me
i’m channeling Great Uncle Walt just simmering
simmering simmering oh so close
to boiling // thank my reading & my weird
friends look even doggo’s panting at
my feet dishwasher churning like
a biplane spiraling on fire // psyche’s
chasm charm a Mariana Trench
a million buckets to dip in spill out
// oh see & smell nay feel the fragrant steam
that’s nimbusing my muse stoked lobster red
claws tap tap tapping hissing into song
chrome attic
the color’s in your head of course with dust
& bats last generation’s mattresses
// in one old house you lived in college days
unfinished attic with a mattress sex
there several times oh hot as hell no not
the sex // you have a good friend who wears only
black but you’re more into color nuance
ain’t your jam oh smelling purple hearing
orange tasting blue there’s synaesthesia
of the psyche too // in Poe the house
is metaphor for head the corpse below
the floorboards won’t stay dead // chrome attic so
unnatural it shines too easy mirror
stained by things that needn’t even touch it
Thomas Zimmerman
Thomas Zimmerman (he/him/his) teaches English, directs the Writing Center, and edits The Big Windows Review https://thebigwindowsreview.com/ at Washtenaw Community College, in Ann Arbor, Michigan, USA. His poems have appeared recently in Feed the Holy, Kinpaurak, and Soul Poetry. His latest poetry book is My Night to Cook (Cyberwit, 2024).