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SNaFU

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Fuck it all to Hell.
Fuck it all to Hell.

Situation Normal all Fucked up
The world’s going to pot.
Again.

And I don’t wanna care.
But I do.

I’m sick and tired of smiling through it all every day.
Just sick and tired of pretending everything’s OK.
So sick and tired of wishing it’d just go away.

Fuck it all to Hell.
Fuck it all to Hell.

All eyes upon me
What will I think… say… do… get …
Wrong this time?

I know that I’m not…
thin / fat / young / old / pretty / ugly / strong / vulnerable / empathetic…
[fill-in-the-blank]…………………………………………………………Enough!

Fuck it in the ear
‘Cause I don’t wanna hear.
I don’t wanna see.
I just wanna speak.

My mind’s reeling
And I can’t shake this feeling;
That it’s more than just me
I’m not the only freak-show-girl-power-house.

Fuck it all to Hell.
Fuck it all to Hell.

And I don’t wanna care.
But I still do.

Fuck it all to Hell
Fuck it all to Hell.

I only wanna know
Where I’m supposed to go
When this dog ‘n pony show
Is just about to blow.

It’s not about me,
We’re all part of this jam.
It’s not about me,
I’m enough as I am.

And I don’t wanna care.
But I can’t not.

I don’t need to convince you,
I just wish I could convince myself.
Jennifer Weigel
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Multi-disciplinary mixed media conceptual artist Jennifer Weigel lives in Kansas, USA. Weigel is an avid art collector and enjoys playing board and role-playing games, junk store thrifting, and mail art. Weigel has been a regular contributor to Haunted MTL and is involved with Nat1 Publishing. Author of Witch Hayzelle’s Recipes for Disaster novella / chapbook trilogy and a myriad of short stories, poems, art discourse, and more drifting around the Interwebs. Learn more on her website here. https://jenniferweigelart.com/

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